A package that will never be received, A letter that will never be open
H,

I know its almost seven years since everything and I dont mean to intrude. I was just merely waiting for the right time to return everything in that box to its rightful owner.

Hope these things will not remind you of your bitter past. It really was not my intention to hurt. I had my reasons and I truly feel you're living in those reasons now. Always known Allah have bigger plans for you. Plans that would not involve me.  I'm not sure why I'm telling you all these and I don't think it matters anymore to either of us now, but I just feel I owe you an explanation to all the Whys and the Hows etc.

Anyway, I'm not sure you remembered but I did leave out several things from that box. Things which I think is wise not to return them to you. I don't want to cause any trouble or misunderstandings with your dearest. Those items are all kept in the safety of my closet, together with the rest of my not too distant past memorabilia. Why keep them? Who knows one day, when im old and super wrinkly, i might ponder about the good old days. Having those things might actually bring back some memories. Good or bad. They're memories made. Like what Adele sings,

"Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made.. Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?"

I only pray for your happiness, good health and a bright future for yourself and family. If ever we were to cross path again ( i know we did once before), even though i'll pretend not to see you there (i know you can tell that I'm pretending), I'll only have you and your family's well being in mind.

Have an awesome and fruitful life.

From an old friend,

A.

Don't torture yourself